selective soliloquy

4.30.2006

drama queen

lately i've been doing so much complaining that i'm starting to get sick of it. well, i do have a few options para mabawasan ang stress level ko:

1. transfer to diliman
2. transfer to another dorm
3. murder someone

hmm. the thing is, mahirap gawin lahat yun. i do not want to transfer to another campus kasi as much as i rant and whine about UP manila, i do love it here. i mean the course, the curriculum, the pre-med nature, even the academic stress - i love all of it. it's just that i hate just about everything else.

i have longed to transfer to another dorm since the start of freshman year. i wasn't even planning on becoming a dormer - my parents only got me the dorm in case of emergencies, or if i needed to spend the night in manila. pero it turned out, extern life was way too stressful and i became a full-fledged intern. our dorm is just too... uncomfortable. first of all, we climb five floors just to get to the unit (come on. there was a time when i left my chem lab kit in the dorm and had to rush there and back to school in 10 minutes to avoid being marked absent. worst day of my life, i think). we're also not allowed to cook which is just wrong. we cannot bring guests (although that has never stopped us), and there's not enough room to accomodate them anyway. plus, the atmosphere sucks. really it does. still, i can't really stay anywhere else kasi the location of my dorm is perfect na. my mom's getting me a unit dun sa ginagawa na adriatico towers, but that's not going to be completed until 2008. so i have two more years of suffering.

and murder is just wrong. come on. plus, it's kind of hard to get away with it.

so right now i'm just going to have to learn to deal with everything life throws at me. siguro that's the only thing i can really do. well, besides whine and complain.

but i won't break up into tiny pieces. i promise you that.

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